Why do I do it to myself? What am I trying to accomplish exactly? What exactly am I trying to prove?I've got about 2000 pages of texts to browse to give me background/context -- without the benefit of classes that I've dozed through to help point in some general directions. And once that reading is done, I can begin research. Tons and tons of scholastic journals to pour over to see if I can use them to support or counter the wonderful theories I've been inspired to come up with inspired from all the reading. Oh, I also have to conduct an interview and analyze that person's life from the perspective of the class and design a program proposal for troubled kids as if I were applying for a job. Um. From the perspective of what I've learned from the class.
And I've read like 10 pages tops.
Seriously, what the fuck is wrong with me?